Nayra’s story

If did My Chemical Romance save my life?

Well,here I go!
When I was a child,I used to be very revolted.Everytime somebody fighted with me,I cried and said:”No one loves me!I hate my life!!”. A lot of times I wanted to run away from home or kill myself with a knife.To worsen,I was the only daughter and didn´t use to chat with my mom,she works a lot.And I also hated to go to school,because I was so shy that I didn´t have any friend.
Sometimes my classmates used to place me among them,but neither like that.
Once,I read about depression in a magazine and said to my mom to take me to a psychologist,but neither she or my dad heard me.And when I was 10 years old,I also got a brother!=O
I was pretty sad.My only friends were my 2 cousins,and the maid O.o
But,when I completed 14 years old,I started to watch MTV.And one day,I watched the My Chemical Romance´s video,”Helena”.I loved.One week after,I surfed throught the internet to know more about the band.And it was throught the internet,going to comunnities and blogs,that I met people like me.How I talked with them by MSN,I couldn´t see their face,so I could say whatever thing,I could be myself.If I made I mistake,I could just stop talking with those person.And the subject was no problem,because we both had one thing in common:we like my chemical.
The next year was still better.My virtual friends made me have confidence to try to talk with my classmates.And guess what was the first thing I used to ask?”what is your favorite band?!?”
Now I´m 17 years old.I have friens in my school,in the internet,in my english course.Now I go out with them,and alone,thing that I never did before!I´ve already finished my english course,but when I was in doubt with some word,I just started singing MCR songs and I remembered.
Thanks for them,I learned to be more confident,more determined,(you needed to see what I did to go to their concert!),more extroverted,more HAPPY.
Sometimes I think that I´ve always been like that,but I didn´t have a chance to be,but my chem gave me it,and I love them for it,they saved and changed my life forever.
And that´s why I ´can´t believe that Hannah killed herself because she was her fan,my chemical romance never talked about suicide neither wants to see their fans unhappy,on the contrary,they bring a message of love and hope,of believing in our dreams,and I carry this message with me.
My chemical romance is the best rock band of the world,I love them so much =D