Jax’s story

My name is Jax.
Before middle school I had absolutley no freinds and no one liked me. They all thought I was mean and spiteful because I was honest and spoke my mind. I was my own persona and no one could change that. Then my step father started touching me, then when I finally got the courage to speak up about it he died of a heart attack. I felt like I was useless because I couldn’t speak out in time. Then in seventh grade I found my best friend. She introduced me to My chemical romance after my suicide attempt. I had cut my wrists and got sent to the hospital. when I got back she told me to listen to “I’m not okay ( I promise)” from then on I realised that I did have aplace and that I wasn’t alone. Then once I had bought life on the murder scene and black parade, I watched the video diary. They taught me that “occasionally, some motherf*****’s going to try and use me for their dooms day device. and I just have to turn around and say ‘You cannot destroy me!’” so that’s what I did. I went to my step father’s grave and I said over and over again, “You cannot destroy me”. When I left the cemetary that day I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. My step father’s ghost was finaly gone, and I could move on.
Thank you so much My Chemical Romance!
Long live MCR!